weeny

"mr. weeny weeny weeny weeny weeny, continued on page 5 ... weeny weeny weeny weeny weeny..."

-boy meets world

i love you

i love you, damn it .

In My Language

It is so ironic, is it not, that these conditions are called deficits, or disorders. please watch Amanda's video if you have not seen it!

good mornin .

new york skyline

this artist took a 20-minute helicopter ride over manhattan and sketched the entire skyline, to scale, from memory. all this found on the blog CupofJoe and there's an article here. incredible!

shine on.

love gaby

i exist in a cage

i live a caged life

this isn't my will

for,

whenever there is me

and there is world,

it is always a battle, a losing battle.

While there's loss when i'm one with world

the gain is far far greater

And as much as i'm dying to get out

i'm bound so tight

so i like to think i'm planning my escape

gaga 4 pop music

Here's lady gaga's album, the fame. it's good, addicting, and i'm so flattered to have her name as a nickname :)

http://www.sendspace.com/file/yyyr8e

And here's a video to share. i mean, i love it..

enjoy.

bon weekend mes amis

yours,

gaby xxo

too tired to title this poem

a horrible car wreak outside my window

panic what do i do ?

then there were ambulances

the sirens

through the quiet town, in the dark

now the moving machines

beep beep beep beep are backing up

where are the living, the dead ?

there's a helicopter

and then rummaging

so to do this everyday

everyday and be okay.

is it a matter of saving

or a matter of easing through death ?

it's you

i'm all yours

you could cry on my shoulder

you could die in my arms

"love is watching someone die"

love, gaby

this is happy music

I was quoted in this article on the 88! of course I start a sentence with "I feel like..."

http://www.dailytitan.com/2009/09/retro-rockers-space-out-in-la/

spaceland.

have a HAPPY day!

i'm now tweeting

follow me if you want @

twitter.com/gabylotan

love!

i miss him

Wasn't he beautiful? I remember his kindness and calmness, which is reassuring for people, and i shut my eyes and i try to dig deeper to remember things besides his style this red shirt, his impossibly small waistline his never-failing eye contact he would look at you and it was like all his faith was in you, so selfless. it's what i remember from 3+ years ago though i didn't know it well i miss his song his beat and i hope that it was okay and good for him but my heart breaks for the boy the boy i miss

jason canfield oct. 24, 1988 - aug. 4, 2009

quote of the day

"i really really really really want mommy"

-mary cimino

photo avec histoire

replacement hat (temporary)

van too, give it a decade and it will be legendary

ben's and my new favorite shirt

farm drive, longest yet

music: fearless 

Hi Again_ photo by abba

no-effort art project; guaranteed results

add black tshirt to your underwear and wash in hot. the unexpected results are quite magnificent! 

enjoy.

fiSH EYe.

it happened upon wondering many things and upon drinking usual tea, wiggling toes, and it happened out of spontaneity and pure want, in being at ease, in really being, being something, which then cushions me, places me in my bubble. and here I am, in my bubble.

beginnings

"WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT TO YOU? IS IT THE HANDS, THE HEART, OR THE HEAD?"

and

to help others, are you rational or theoretical?

also, on an aside

what is your favorite step in making the cake?

what do you fancy?  what do you fantasize?

couchsurfing

I want to share this and  recommend this: http://www.couchsurfing.org/. make an account, couch surf, host people, it is very good. I just made one and my name is gabylotan.

my first night of couchsurfing in San Torenzo, Italy.

naked

To be naked or not to be naked
is often the question

trop cool

a taste test for the best tarte au citron in paris. good thing i'm headed there this weekend. Paris Paris Paris !!!!

hey jude

na na na nananana

nananana

hey jude

all i needed

and when you came into my existence,
it brought me infinite joy

the instant so compact - positively charged,
and what lingers in my memory
is all for me

a dance, a Dance. a Dance!

then three bisous and i was gone

but how nice it was to meet you.

Throw Everything Away

i'm in an asylum
or a mental institution
in a box
full of layers of distortion
and i'm throwing my things against the walls
and the confetti that falls to the floor
i want to pick up every last speck
throw everything away
till it's licked clean

because everything's garbage
and i know it

pour moimoimoi.

quel plaisir m'assoir devant vous, d'avoir quelle chance
j'suis contente comme ça
et moi, j'adore vous écouter
c'est plus simple et mieux pour moi
Tout le plaisir est pour moi

y a un cirque

salut petit ordinateur, mon blog dans la main.
salut garçon, j'aimerais connaître ton cerveau.
salut four, feriez-vous cuire cette pâte ?
et pour ce moment, salut ma belle ville
bientôt vous me manquerez.

au revoir mon petit appareil,
c'est tout pour maintenant-
au revoir je vous aime.

skypeing with the doggies

"my babies my babies my babies eeeeeeeeee" i scream.

"if they can't smell you, you're not here" says abba.

i'm so proud, look how pretty these babies are! and how behaved and grown up the chlo is! 

my babies my babies yee. jOEY, Yee. yee jo yee.

2 x espresso, c'est BON

Rue.des.Alpes

day

before my eyes open             dream.

i need to get up                    dream.

i need to get clean

i need to do stretches and exercises                             dream.

i need garments, shoes and hat

i need protein carbohydrates fresh fruits and veggies 

i need to hurry

                         dream.

i need to walk and talk 

i need to ride

i need to see and i need to read                  dream.

i need to extend my focus                           dream.

i need to extend it farther                          dream.

i need to write, cut, paste

i need water                                                               dream.

i need protein carbohydrates fresh fruit and veggies

i need sugar

i need to walk

i need to clean            dream.

i need to 

need to

need

need  dream.

i need to see and read 

i need to write

i need to talk to you

i need not talk to you                  dream.

i need to talk to you

i need to hurry

hurry more

i need to run                                              dream. dream.

i need water

i need to ride

i need to do yoga

i need to purchase                                dream.

i need to walk

i need to make

i need protein carbohydrates fresh fruits and veggies

i need sugar

i need water

i need to prepare                                                 dream.

what day is it?

i need

what                    dream.

hurry

too late

i need to undress

i need to get clean

i need to see                          dream.

i need to arrange                      dream.

i need to close my eyes

dream.

So when

and how

can i act on all these             dreams. 

ga ga

we are all babies

watch me grow

sugar&butter daydreams

WHAT I WOULDN'T DO FOR AN OVEN RIGHT NOW,

WHAT I WOULDN'T DO...

i waaaaaaaaaaant to bake. if someone granted me an oven i would bake for 3days straight. i go to foodnetwork.com and plastered as their main feature, which of course is chocolate, and i'm already drowning in chocolate, is this thing:

i'm going crazy crazy

oven

oh OVEN

way to put things in perspective

LOVE you, luckys who have ovens. enjoy!

the girl

please i would like for a second

to hold you in my arms  again

feel your soft soft hair and layers beneath jacket

you smell nice and you stand shorter than me

and you go "yeeee" and sway me back and forth

and then a few short squeezes, "yee, gaby, yee, yee, gaby, yee, yee"

"i love you so much"

"i love you"

and it was perfect

you are the girl in my dreams

you are me

and i am you

 girl of my dreams

 when you would stand by me

and it was perfect

welcome to hell, says the swiss lover

he was made for my eyes, 

she said.

i listen, gape. for a  moment i was captured. 

there is a quiet excitement,

it comes as the poking begins,  my thoughts, they are like a dress-up box

 reevaluate everything, finally

till you're tired of it all

gratitude

&happiness,

Goodnight

http://sim​ilarminds.​com/jung_w​ord_pair.h​tml

good morning good morning

 yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

le corps

recent physical sensations include

each hip bone rubbing my pelvic bone, step, rub, step, rub, step rub. one day these will give out.

sandwich in my hand, sandwich in my belly, sandwich in my intestines. which one feels the best?

the acoustic chords in my ear, the same ones, i know them so well i don't need earphones.

but the earphones the sandwich the rubbing all feel good