the girl

please i would like for a second

to hold you in my arms  again

feel your soft soft hair and layers beneath jacket

you smell nice and you stand shorter than me

and you go "yeeee" and sway me back and forth

and then a few short squeezes, "yee, gaby, yee, yee, gaby, yee, yee"

"i love you so much"

"i love you"

and it was perfect

you are the girl in my dreams

you are me

and i am you

 girl of my dreams

 when you would stand by me

and it was perfect

welcome to hell, says the swiss lover

he was made for my eyes, 

she said.

i listen, gape. for a  moment i was captured. 

there is a quiet excitement,

it comes as the poking begins,  my thoughts, they are like a dress-up box

 reevaluate everything, finally

till you're tired of it all

gratitude

&happiness,

Goodnight

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good morning good morning

 yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

le corps

recent physical sensations include

each hip bone rubbing my pelvic bone, step, rub, step, rub, step rub. one day these will give out.

sandwich in my hand, sandwich in my belly, sandwich in my intestines. which one feels the best?

the acoustic chords in my ear, the same ones, i know them so well i don't need earphones.

but the earphones the sandwich the rubbing all feel good