school, and things

by trying to talk to you, i;m really trying to talk to me, but i'm talking to you. we collect words and the meaning that is attempted, does it become more, or less ambiguous ? blaa language

lots of drugs and it isn't a question of need but a question of safe usage and ability to alter some brain functions which make you be a certain way , think certain things, do certain things

a program uses logic, which is scary because a program is not a brain. and a brain is not logic

as usual it is quite satisfying to work tediously and to arrive, to conceptualize the atoms as molecules reacting. it's what they do

so easy that i like to expand all those ideas and it gives me pleasures and anxiety and little problems but i like it and i try to smile at you through the day even if it is hard and i shake and don't feel so well.

i have a whole lot of love